1. Introduction
O Levels (short for Ordinary Levels) are internationally recognized qualifications offered by Cambridge International Examinations (CIE) and other boards. In countries like Pakistan and India, they’re equivalent to Class 9 and 10 (Matric) and are usually taken by students between the ages of 14 and 16.
There are three main study groups: Medical, Computer Science, and Commerce. I proudly belong to the Commerce group (aka the group that actually learns how to make money 💸).
- But now comes the million-rupee question:
> Should you study through school or give your exams privately?
This question haunts not just students—but also parents, teachers, aunties, and literally anyone who hears the word “O Levels.”
Both options have their own pros and cons. The best choice depends on your personality, learning style, and goals—and sometimes, the chaotic school system itself.
In my case, I started through school, but later made the bold decision to go private.
It wasn’t an easy ride—it came with breakdowns, breakthroughs, and a LOT of chai. ☕
But it also completely changed the way I studied, thought, and performed.
So here’s my honest story of why I made the switch, how I handled it all (without losing my mind), and whether or not it was worth it.
“I switched to private—and here’s everything I learned…”
2. Why I Chose to Leave School
- The Problems I Faced
Let’s be real: school wasn't working out.
Even though I was in a well-known school, 9th-grade teachers didn’t take things seriously—probably because they knew students only appear in the 10th exams. And every year brought in new teachers, new methods, and new confusion.
Oh, and here’s the twist: some teachers secretly promoted their own tuition centers. Yep, they’d teach us halfway in school and then “suggest” joining their academy for the real stuff. 🙃
They even discouraged students who relied only on school by saying things like:
> “You can’t handle O Levels without tuition!”
And those who did both school + tuition? They were treated like royalty.
Meanwhile, the rest of us felt like we were on a sinking ship with no lifeboat.
- My One-Sided Philosophy
I always believed in one-sided study—either go all-in on school or all-in on tuition.
Doing both felt like a crime against self-study.
I mean, where’s the time to breathe? Eat? Scroll memes?
- What Triggered the Final Switch?
The realization hit me hard: I was spending double the money for half the results.
So I decided to drop school, stick to tuition for 3–4 hours, and then spend the rest of the day studying my way—with freedom, snacks, and fewer breakdowns.
3. Initial Fears & Concerns
- Was I Scared?
Not really. I had tuition, so I wasn’t totally alone.
But yes, one fear was real: What if I waste the whole day on my phone or just sleep?
In school, you HAVE to attend classes. At home, no one forces you to open a book… except your guilt.
- Did People Discourage Me?
Of course! One of my friends straight-up said:
> “You won’t have a social life anymore.”
I laughed. Bro, I barely had one before.
- How I Mentally Prepared
Honestly, what really helped was a financial crisis in my family.
When money gets tight, priorities become clearer than HD Netflix.
4. How I Managed My Private O Level Journey
- My Study Routine
I usually studied in the morning.
If I had Accounting and Economics tuition that evening, I’d review both beforehand—so I could actually participate instead of nodding like a bobblehead.
After class, I’d prep for the next day’s subjects.
No fixed schedule, but I made sure to study:
2 hours for hard subjects
Or 1–1.5 hours on lazy days (a.k.a. most days 😅)
- What Resources Did I Use?
YouTube channels:
Math: Sir Saad
Accounting: Muhammad Talha
Sticky notes: I wrote extra answers next to past paper questions for revision (and yes, my walls looked like a colorful battlefield)
My Secret Weapon: Past Papers
For each subject, I solved tons of past papers.
It’s like the gym for your brain.
Especially for Business and Economics, I practiced writing answers that were concise but powerful—the examiner loves that.
The Heroes Who Helped Me
Big shoutout to the teachers who saved me:
Economics – Sir Fahad Munaf
Accounting – Muhammad Ahmed Bawany
English – Miss Anna
Maths – Sir Marghoob
Urdu – Miss Bushra
Business – Miss Nareman
Pak Studies – Sir Tufail Khatak
Islamiyat – Sir Rashid
They weren’t just teachers. They were mentors, lifesavers, and part-time therapists. 💯
5. Challenges I Faced
Missing the School Vibe
I missed waking up early (yes, seriously), wearing a uniform, and gossiping with friends during breaks.
After going private, many friends just... vanished.
Some said:
> “Sindhya, when you were in school, we had so much to talk about. Now it feels awkward…”
And just like that, I filtered out the fake ones.
- The Lazy Days
There were days I just wanted to sleep, scroll, and exist as a potato.
But eventually, I’d drag myself back to my books.
Because the grades weren’t gonna study themselves.
Struggling with Doubts
- When I got stuck, I used:
Z-Notes
Teachers’ handwritten notes
And the mighty power of Google
6. What Made It All Easier
I could study at my own pace—morning or midnight, no one cared.
No school pressure, no gossip, no crush drama.
I wasn’t allowed to go out much anyway, so skipping hangouts didn’t feel like a big loss.
And yes—I got to truly know myself in this process.
7. My Exam Experience
- How Did I Feel?
Calm. Confident. Focused.
I had worked hard, and I believed in the results.
Private Exam Perks
No uniform = No stress.
I gave my exam in comfy clothes—and honestly, that felt like a win.
- Any Awkward Moments?
Yeah, bumping into schoolmates at the exam center.
But I reminded myself: They weren’t part of my journey—so why stress?
8. Result Time: Was It Worth It?
- My Results So Far:
Urdu: A
Business: B
Maths: C (Maths betrayed me 💔)
Pak Studies: B
Islamiyat: B
Expected:
Economics: A
English: B
Accounting: B
Do I Regret It?
Nope.
Going private taught me how to think independently, manage time, and trust my hustle.
- Would I Do It Again?
Absolutely. I’ll be doing private A Levels too.
At first, I thought I’d need college for certificates and activities.
But now I’ve found websites like Alison and OpenLearn that offer recognized certificates.
Plus, I plan to do internships in marketing or anything related to my subjects.
9. Advice for Students Considering Private O Levels
- Who Should Consider It?
If you’re serious about grades and can stay consistent—go private.
But for A Levels, if you can afford top colleges like Nixor, Alpha, or Cedar—GO FOR IT.
They offer amazing opportunities you shouldn't miss.
- What You Really Need?
Self-discipline (even on lazy days)
Honesty with yourself
Don’t justify bad habits—fix them.
Build a routine, and protect it like your Wi-Fi password.
- A Few Things I Wish I Knew Earlier?
Never fully depend on teachers—school or tuition.
They’ll teach, sure. But they won’t spoon-feed you or magically complete your syllabus.
In Math, I relied too much on my teacher who moved at turtle speed.15 days before exams, major topics were untouched.
I panicked, turned to Sir Saad’s YouTube channel, and crammed. That’s probably why I got a C.
Lesson? Be your own backup plan.
Also—solve papers with a timer and work on your writing clarity.
A brilliant answer is useless if it looks like an ancient scroll.
10. Conclusion
Switching to private O Levels changed my life.
I gained freedom, faced fears, and learned how to own my education.
It wasn’t perfect—but it was real, and worth it.
> So, if you’re someone who’s tired of being spoon-fed and ready to take control—go for it.
It’s not about where you study—it’s about how committed you are.
No uniform, no roll call, no school bell... just you and your goals.